Internet Conspiracies

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Re: Internet Conspiracies

Post by Credo in Deum » Tue Jul 10, 2018 3:20 pm

Yeah that's one reason why I won't have kids. I tried some pills but ultimately I didn't like it because you are no longer yourself and that's not something you only hear from me. A women with a epilepsy problem said the same thing to me and it's written all over the internet if you care.

An easy way to understand for people is in René Descartes words. He said "I think, therefore I am". If I can no longer think properly I am not. It's like I never existed :lol:

When I was under the influence I could no longer think properly and some parts of my personality were gone and I don't mean the delusions with that because those were noticeable gone for the most part. I guess for people who have a really bad case of this illness it is their only choice but as long as I have the willpower I will seek other ways. The behavioral therapy I gotten the first time around has helped quite some but at the time the therapist and me thought it was just a depression.

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Re: Internet Conspiracies

Post by Pepsi Man » Tue Jul 10, 2018 3:48 pm

You're not going to convince me that it's a bad thing to treat schizophrenia because it changes how you think. That's the whole point.
I have a schizophrenic uncle. He stopped taking his medication and his delusions caused him to murder someone (or nearly, I don't know the full story). Years of self medication with alcohol and hard drugs have also caused him to develop a tumor that's wrapping around his spinal cord, now, too.

Trying to pull out philosophical bullshit to justify not taking your meds is retarded. Nigger, you don't have a serious enough case to justify taking the medication but tons of other people are actually dangerous without them. Just say that your case is mild and move on.
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Re: Internet Conspiracies

Post by CIANIgger » Tue Jul 10, 2018 4:16 pm

Pepsi Man wrote:
Tue Jul 10, 2018 3:48 pm
You're not going to convince me that it's a bad thing to treat schizophrenia because it changes how you think. That's the whole point.
I have a schizophrenic uncle. He stopped taking his medication and his delusions caused him to murder someone (or nearly, I don't know the full story). Years of self medication with alcohol and hard drugs have also caused him to develop a tumor that's wrapping around his spinal cord, now, too.

Trying to pull out philosophical bullshit to justify not taking your meds is retarded. Nigger, you don't have a serious enough case to justify taking the medication but tons of other people are actually dangerous without them. Just say that your case is mild and move on.
No I'm FOR taking meds. My friend is way better on them and the results speak for themselves.
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Re: Internet Conspiracies

Post by Pepsi Man » Tue Jul 10, 2018 4:37 pm

CIANIgger wrote:
Tue Jul 10, 2018 4:16 pm
No I'm FOR taking meds. My friend is way better on them and the results speak for themselves.
Dammit, man, you know I wasn't talking directly to you. :lol:
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Re: Internet Conspiracies

Post by CIANIgger » Tue Jul 10, 2018 4:43 pm

Pepsi Man wrote:
Tue Jul 10, 2018 4:37 pm
CIANIgger wrote:
Tue Jul 10, 2018 4:16 pm
No I'm FOR taking meds. My friend is way better on them and the results speak for themselves.
Dammit, man, you know I wasn't talking directly to you. :lol:
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Re: Internet Conspiracies

Post by Credo in Deum » Tue Jul 17, 2018 8:08 pm

Well I had my fair share of experience with people in the asylum and I'm sure some people really wanted to help. What I didn't like is that they bully people into adopting their dogma. It's not just normal talk because a psychotherapist is very skilled in manipulating you. I quickly noticed the second person I had therapy with didn't care about me but tried to get it into my head that I absolutely need those pills. Mentally ill people I met rephrased it like a religious dogma that they do not question and that they do not need to understand. The pharma industry has a tight grip on everything and they made sure psychology doesn't advance.

I'm sorry for your uncle but I was told I should not use drugs like alcohol to therapy myself. That kinda explained why I had a short phase of heavy drinking even though I did not really like alcohol that much :lol: It wasn't something that I did on purpose but that came more or less unconsciously to me.

I wanted to make a Youtube account to upload this but what the hell, nobody would watch it and I don't have a phone either to make one :lol:
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The Public Needs To Know This

Here is something I always wanted to make but never found the courage to do so. With the EU censoring the internet very soon I might never get another chance to go public with this knowledge, that's why I decided to do it now.

It is like Micheal Moore said, a criminal act.

But before I go into detail I have to clarify a few things. For anything I'm about to say to make sense I will give you my backstory but before that take into account the reason I use a robot voice is not because of anonymity but because my spoken English is too terrible. I don't want anybody, what might possibly become a one hour long thing, to sit through me completely butchering the English language.

With that out of the way I have to clarify one more thing. Even though I was diagnosed with schizophrenia it doesn't mean I can't separate reality from psychosis but more on that later.

I will now begin with the relevant parts of my backstory. It all started in what Americans would call middle school. I failed 11th grade due to what I believed at the time was depression. I left school and ultimately after a failed apprenticeship of a few months I decided it was time to visit a psychotherapist. I recovered and started another apprenticeship. After 3 years that one failed aswell. It has gotten so bad at the time that I believed some random pedestrian behind me would try to kill me when I walked to my workplace. A doctor recommended that I visit an asylum but all I wanted is more psychotherapy. No psychotherapist was available at the time so I had no choice.

Here is where the, what I call democracy fascism, showed to me it's ugly face. I was helpless, hopeless and vulnerable. I believed that someone would help me here. The first day I arrived I was drugged up and then later had to sign a contract. I don't remember the details what it was about and why I signed it. I had no choice but to sign it even though I knew the contract was void because I was drugged. All I remember was and I quote "In case of death". I assume it was some kind of reassurance in case I die from the medication the doctors are out of the field of fire. I clearly remember how that one women diagnosed me with paranoid schizophrenia when I talked only a few sentences about my problem. I can't deny it because I know it is something like that but they clearly didn't care to make sure what it really is in detail. It seemed really fishy at the time. They increased the dose every day I believe or every second day until it was like five times of the original. If it wasn't for my mother I would probably be dead by now. I told her what they given me and she told me that the drug Seroquel is very bad for your health. Something the doctors lied about when they claimed Seroquel is very compatible.

They also claimed the drug only works in a few weeks and not immediately when taken. I told them that it worked on the first day when I arrived. They had no answer. When I confronted the doctor why they give me such a high dose she asked why did I think the dose is high. I told her that the dose is now five times higher then when I first arrived here. She had no answer. I still remember her face and the look didn't change when I saw that women a few weeks later on the street. I could clearly tell it was the face of someone having a guilty conscience. I also remember that one day when a patient got his pills he complained about something like having gotten a wrong pill the day prior or something. The employee, if you wanna call him that, working at the asylum said and I quote "that's your bad luck". Most of the time we had nothing to do besides that one thing we were supposed to do like making baskets. I remember when the dose was really high I had some strange side effects that made me stop taking the drug altogether. I saw lightning in my eyes and couldn't stop laughing.

The drug or whatever you wanna call that works like one big painkiller. It makes everything in your brain stop not only the paranoia but everything. My parents said when I was home first week I was an emotionless being. I also had incredible trouble with motor skills like I was only able to do everything at a very slow pace. When I told them that they wanted me to take something else even though prior they claimed Seroquel is the best one patients get with the least side effects. They lied. As I already said I stopped taking it altogether not even that childs book they gave me that explains everything could convince me that they even remotely know what they are doing. When I couldn't stop laughing the sister claimed that I sneaked in drugs. Can you believe that? Someone else said the way they go about their drugs nowadays reminds him of the German Democratic Republic which was a former soviet satellite state located in east Germany. I'm not surprised that Seroquel finds it's use in the US army. I don't know if it is really true because I found it on the internet but having had that experience it makes sense. Similar to how Nazi soldiers were drugged up. An emotionless being would make an efficient killer machine because you lose that one thing that makes you hesitant.

Going back to no longer taking the drug cold turkey was the worst day in my life. It felt like ten times of what I usually have to deal with when it comes to depression. I wanted to kill myself so badly like it was a passion. It is pretty weird that a drug that is supposed to prevent that has such extreme withdrawal symptoms. They also claimed that this is because of my depression and not because of side effects of the drug. They lied again. There even were what looked like a bunch 5 year old kids in that asylum. Why would you drug a 5 year old whose brain hasn't fully developed. These people are insane and a danger to everyone.

There was also one mentally ill patient who was clearly ill and not just faking it like some people to get benefits who they used as a guinea pig. Even under drugs he could not open & close a door properly under 2 minutes. I overheard a conversation where they said that they have a new drug for him. He told us on meeting day that he was in that place for more than 10 years. I noticed my first psychotherapist was outside of that asylum and I remember asking her why. She was not fond of certain things like her boss but I can now fully understand why. I also was told that I need to take that drug my entire life on a low dose that just confirms to me that this is just one big painkiller to make money with. They do stop working at some point and I do not want to imagine what it feels like to be in the shoes of somebody who took Seroquel for many years. I have gained some weight just from taking that drug for 2 weeks and I was sleepy all the time when I took the drug. I also remember that they said when I didn't want to take them anymore that they can't force me. I believe that means people in the past were forced to eat that junk.

That one therapist wanted to know nothing of what I wanted to say to her, she only believed what they written down in a book about my illness. She rather believes in that than someone who actually had to deal with this illness for most of his life. These people did not see me as a human being but rather a broken machine that needs to be repaired and the books were sort of a manual on how to repair that machine. But they are mistaken because to this day we know very little about schizophrenia and other mental illnesses. For all we know depression could actually be some kind of protective mechanism. But to them everything that does not function like a well oiled cog in the capitalist machine is broken and needs fixing. This is not normal how we go about the mentally ill, this is very wrong.

I guess that covers all relevant parts.

Now I want to draw a line to something I was drawn to when I was younger and still am. The Columbine Massacre is pretty well known and so are the abundance of other shootings involving schools in the United States of America. I believe there is no one cause like Micheal Moore believes but I do believe that those drugs played a major role. Judging from my own mental illness I would say that bullying and violent video games are one of the smaller parts that contributed to Columbine. I'm not gonna go into full detail but when I say violent video games I mean they might be dangerous to people with a mental illness like schizophrenia. Similar to how I became obsessed with the Freemasons when I found out about them, the nature of violence displayed in those games like Max Payne might have a major impact in forming those typical fantasies of violence seen in some people with schizophrenia.

The health care system in the US is completely broken and much worse compared to other countries. You hear a lot of horror stories about Prozac and similar drugs. I think doctors are deeply involved in this and complicit with this whole thing but not in the way you think. Robert S. Mendelsohn put it best and I quote "the reason doctors are so dangerous is that they believe in what they are doing". I agree with Moore when he said that this is a criminal act and it has been going on behind curtains for way too long. Something needs to be done.

I'm almost undoubtful that Dylan Klebold could have been saved if he had gotten therapy but the way the school and health care system works and parents have their own jobs they have to deal with, pushes these people into isolation with their problems and in worst case it dwells with like minded. Erric Harris is to Dylon Klebold what the incel community is to incels but on a much greater scale. A place to train hatred with like minded instead of getting the much needed therapy these people need.

That is all I can say, I could ramble more about certain things but all I wanted is to get my backstory out and everyone else can draw conclusions for themselves.
I guess this women I found a few days ago motivated me enough to not let this wall of text rot in a txt file on my PC


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Re: Internet Conspiracies

Post by Guest » Tue Jul 17, 2018 11:46 pm

That hair says otherwise. Sane people don't style that way, bruh.

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Re: Internet Conspiracies

Post by CIANIgger » Wed Jul 18, 2018 1:08 pm

She might not be a monster, but she's at complete odds with functional culture. Take the meds so us normal people can not worry about one less insane person snapping.
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Re: Internet Conspiracies

Post by Kugelfisch » Thu Jul 19, 2018 3:52 pm

Griever wrote:
Sun Jul 08, 2018 1:24 am
-"Elsagate", the conspiracy theory that suggests the disturbing kahntent on Youtube Kids is actually a mind control ploy by the CIA ala MK Ultra
This one I subscribe to. It's plausible enough. I refuse to believe those videos aren't made with the utmost malicious intent.
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Re: Internet Conspiracies

Post by Le Redditeur » Mon Aug 13, 2018 12:36 pm

And PIzzagate itself may be just a conspiracy theory, but I think it's pretty clear now that (((they))) have their big noses into paedophilia/child rape. There just too much (((coincidence))) from the Pedowood rumors, the stories of abuse commited against adults (so you can imagine how easy it would be to prey on the children working there), and stories like this one:
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