Where do you work?mad bum wrote: ↑Sat Sep 02, 2017 1:12 amIf I had to complain about anything it's that my job is shit and the company is tanking in the ground faster than spoonys liver. I thankfully work midnights now so I don't talk with many people.
I think I would really like coding because then I just do my own thing, it just learning bores me to tears.
Well, I've been on Oxycodone ER and IR since... 2013 I think. I never really abused it, but now I'm currently trying to get rid of it. I've gotten better, but now the pain, just plain bodily pain, is starting, so don't think I'll be able to go lower. For now. Kinda regret not experimenting a bit.rabidtictac wrote: ↑Sat Sep 02, 2017 1:03 amHoly fucking shit Auli. No wonder you get pissed off when you hear noah complain about >muh diseases.
That all sounds terrible. Hope that you get some kind of relief from all that bullshit. Not sure how that would work. I had a lot of chronic illness shit when I was a kid, and it mostly got better when I grew older. For a while at least. Maybe you'll reach a more stable situation as you age. I couldn't tell you WHY some of my shit got better as I got older. For example, went from food allergies to wheat, potatoes and dairy, to suddenly not allergic to them at all. A mild example, but the only thing that changed was I aged.
And yeah, the body is strange. Sometimes you just grow out of things, and sometime into things.
Wish I could get some weed, That would have helped immensely the 20 years of chemo, since I puked for 2 days after a dosage and barely ate.Kugelfisch wrote: ↑Sat Sep 02, 2017 12:47 amWell, that's dreaming for me, mostly. I have one kickass dream and then thousands that suck. A nice side-effect of my weed every day for a year experiment was having no dreams.
Although, the last actual dream I had was super rad but very short.
*dream*
Then I woke up.
I guess it's because while looking for places I've seen that there's an apartment to rent in that very building. The alien attack, I'd guess that's what it was, I don't know why. Could be just because space in general creeps me out and I've played a lot of Elite Dangerous just a few weeks ago.
I love those dreams that end with a bang and you wake up. Like those falling from high up and impacting the ground hard. But I almost never have them.
I kinda like the dreams where you just sleep for a second or two, but you are walking and suddenly trip. I almost broke my big toe once because I, ofc, kicked the table.