Dead Horse Interchange

Kugelfisch wrote: ↑

Thu Jan 17, 2019 3:52 pm

Just how much morphine do they pump in you, lad?

Right now? Oxycntin 80mg x3 and -norm 40mg x3

Changing to -contin 120mg x2 tomorrow. so same dosage, but less often. -contin's always supposed to be x2, but cuz of diaerrreah my colon didnt handle it correctly.


But i think it's the right choice, since everything regarding this seem to get better. The 120mg will be, uh, interesting, tho xD

NOTE; I have NO idea if any of you understand any of this,, tho xD I just hope it doesn't fuck up my mid-day, pain-wise.

Btw, I've gone from 25mg x2 to 120mg x2.. I can literally straight out murder a huge group of ppl lol


Got my 2nd immune/chemo on Friday. Went well, but next time I'll have tests to check,,, stuff, 3 weeks. Dunno if there are death-tests or not :p

Life gonna be retardedly more boring and fucked this year... ffs i was doiong so good xD

well ty for the support so far! I actually might write a post about my irl "friends" here some time/day later. kinda wanna hear some thoughts (i think id know some lol :p)

Good luck buddy, we’ll be here.

I beat leukemia 25 years ago. When I was doing the chemo/isolation thing, the docs told me if all went well, I'd have at best another five years to live before it came back.

So you got this ma d00d. If I can do it, you can smoke it.

You can do this, Auli.

Thanks, everyone!

Also the irl friend thing. Fuck it. I ain't spending time whining on them.


Let's just say it's EXACTLY like every other times I'm dying; NOOOOW they are meeting, playing games and being a superfriend-group... I mean... wtf?

wiling to bet that if i got home today, we wouldn't hang out. at all. for months until i, I AND NEVER THEM, manage to randomly gather us all... for somme reason

I need sn Internet-waifu and just stay isolated with her and literally only do the Internet :p

My mom explicitly stated when she had multiple spouts of cancer throughout her life: "If you don't want to visit me when I'm well than why would I want you around me when I'm dying?"

All the best Auli.

Auli wrote: ↑

Tue Jan 22, 2019 11:12 am

Thanks, everyone!

Also the irl friend thing. Fuck it. I ain't spending time whining on them.


Let's just say it's EXACTLY like every other times I'm dying; NOOOOW they are meeting, playing games and being a superfriend-group... I mean... wtf?

wiling to bet that if i got home today, we wouldn't hang out. at all. for months until i, I AND NEVER THEM, manage to randomly gather us all... for somme reason

I need sn Internet-waifu and just stay isolated with her and literally only do the Internet :p

Why have an Internet waifu when you could have one in your arms?

https://www.the-doll-house.com

Because those things are heavy and I don't think he can handle one right now.
I'd pay to see the expression of the nurses, though. Just imagine, lying in your hospital bed, holding hands with your fuck doll.

Im one of those people who only counts people I see regularly as friends so that should tell you how id feel about them. Needless to say I dont have many friends XD But at least I dont get caught up in the fake friends bs.

And im expecting another topic on dhi 6.0 where you will post something about being sick so you should pull through this.

It's not normal for a grown man to have many friends. Accaintences maybe. Some people are quick to call anyone a friend they know the first name of and are generally on friendly terms with.